Pehchaan apni

Jane kyun umeed laga betha Hun

K log pehchaan te hein mujhe

Jane Kaisi khushfemi mein Hun

K log jaante hein mujhe

Logon ki baat Kya hi karun

Mere apne hi na samjh pâye 

Itni baddi bewakuf mein Hun 

K socha Sab samjh jayenge

Adhi umar bit gayee

Aur abhi mujhe hi ye samjh Aya

K kinni bhi kar lun mein umeed
mere unko mere mann baat samajh na ayee

In my sleep

Phir bhi Jane kyun.....

Chahun yeh dil tujhe Bhul jaye

Phir bhi yaad mujhe tu ati hei

Chahun k tu mere sapnon mein na aye

Phir bhi yaad Teri satati hei

Kitna bhi keh lun sabse k nata raha nahin Kuch Tera mera

Phir bhi zane kyun lage k terebin jina, jaise Kuch hei adhura

Sab ko keh phirta Hun k bandhan tere mere beech ka Kuch raha nahin

Phir bhi Jane kyun mera hi dil meri baat sun ne ko raji hi nahin

Kaise kahun taras ta Hei dil mera kitna bas teri didaar ki 

Phir bhi Jane kyun shil zati hei juban aur 

band ho jati hei dhadkan mere dil ki 

Zanta Hun mein k tu meri rahi nahin

Phir bhi jane kyun yeh nadaan dil mera 

mera dimaag ki baat sunta hi nahin

Kabhi toh sochun k Sab chodd dun aur gum ho jaun kahin

Phir bhi lage esa k bemani hi sahi,

Pyar ka owh kacha  dhaga puri tarha abhi tuti nahin

Khushi se rahe jahan bhi chahe tu rahe

Mere ish dard ka kabhi na ehsaas Ho tujhe

Aur na ratti Bhar gam ka Saya tere pe aye

.......

Phir bhi Jane kyun yaad bahat tu ati hei

My house in Diwali eve
Looked just like a bride

With the tiny sparkles all over it
(It) eluded me as the veil on our first night

Veil that promises love, affection and caring,
but most of all it hid all the sharing

Parting the danglings when I entered with my feet steady
It felt like un-Veil-ing my first lady

The warmth, I felt, as I stepped inside,
Reminded me how her hug used to break my pride

Mo mana bedana

kemiti kahibi go tumaku

kemiti je luchaibi mo luha

Janeni kahinki kezan,

Rahi rahi u the mo chhattiru koha

Banchi chi je kahin ki janeni ta munhin

Zibanta aba mrita, kaha ku kichhi farak ta padde nahin

Jemiti Semiti gotte ziyin jiba katha

Michchi Michchi ka daanta dekha re 

Luchae je mo mana byatha

Zibana sangini boli dhari thili za haatha

Emiti chichinchaddi dela je,

Kahibi pereni mun kaha ku nija dukkhha

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Moh abujha mana

Janeni mana mora aazi kahin ete chanchala
Zanena seze ta piya taathu achhi kete dure

Jete bi durre thau piya mothu mora,
kahe se,
Pata dui banda kalle chchabi ze bhasi uthe tahaara

Ahuri punni kuhe, abujha moh mana,
Zadi bandd huye nishwasa khanika pain
ta benni ra madhu gandhe bhari zaye, bana, mana, kanana o pabana

Sharira ra durata ku se je bujhe ze pareni,
aau kuhe,
akhhi bandd karithare andhare, nirola re basa
tebe tara meetha meetha mahu ghola katha paribaje sunni

Oh life dear Life..



How much I wish you to be easy,
If not, then at least be bearable for everybody

When I look into the eyes that's full with despair
...My heart simply cries & I want to help them with out care

The stupid mundane brain of mine keeps me away from them
How guilty I feel, "No one" but only "I" am to blame

Bachelor Mother

Salesgirl finds and begins to care for abandoned infant; everyone thinks it is hers. Garson Kanin story takes place between Christmas and New Year's; stars Ginger Rogers, David Niven & Charles Coburn. Musical remake: Bundle of Joy (1956).

I feel so angry.. So cheap..

I dont know what I should do..
I deem myself so belittled..
My head reels to and fro

Something/one that/who I crave for seems so close to me
For that/her, Still I can't really go on my knee

And to ask her out for a date, so to say
Some how I lose all my courage & all my plans go into "Ash-tray"

Ehsaas ya samajh

kaash mein kisi ko yeh batta pata..
Kaash mein yeh tujhe yeh samjha patta..

Yeh duniyan hei ye chhoti si..

usme dil hei mera yeh chhotasa

usmein pyar hei tere liye assamaan si

Ke mein yeh kaise tujhe samjhaaoon;
Ke ye dil ki daastaan tujhe ye batlaooon

kabhi agar waqt milla tujhe

toh mein yeh dil chir ke tujhe dikh laaun

ke yeh pyar nahin hei ek cigaratte ka ek sutta
na hi yeh hei zindegi la ek satta

Phir bhi mein apne pyar k baazi lagga k tujhe ye samjhaun..

Apni sarii hassin loota ke tere hoton pr ek mushkaan laaun